My best friends suck. And they know who they are. And they've done it on purpose. They should feel like shit for the way they've treated me. I feel abandoned. I feel used. I feel like I have nobody to talk to.
My cousin asked me last night how she could get more friends. I told her life is better, the less people who are close to you. If I had to do it all again, I would have never become the social butterfly who I am.
Some of my friends expect me to be the drunk floosy who spent too much money and had way too much random sex...but was fun.
Some friends think they know better than me because they are better off and talk down to me.
And some friends are just mean n rude, treating my like their emotional punching bag!
I am losing everything right now. My house. My friends. My sanity. And people just say mean things and act rude without knowing how it effects others.
Even when I shouldn't care, I care. And I feel like a weak loser for that. It seems like everybody's life is so much better now that I'm not around. I just don't care anymore. Good riddance!
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- DonnaMarie
- One of those bright, young, pretty things who paint the art world with their chic ways.
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Wow, just the other night I had my own little breakdown about people I felt had let me down, particularly in my times of need. Eventually, I cheered myself up by remembering that I can choose who I hang around, when, and in what capacity. Also, I had to look within and see why it was that I was attracting such negative energy, and make sure that I knew that the actions of others are not necessarily a reflection of, or a result of, my own doing.
Give yourself the space you need from your friends and it may make it easier to deal with them after you are refreshed, or it will give you the clarity to decide whether it's best to sever ties.
For the past week or so I've spent some quality time to myself, and it helped lessen my stress and refocus my priorities. I refuse to let people steal my joy any longer.
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