sorta alone at christmas

my house is empty. there is a whole buch of food but nobody to eat it all. i've never been so alone on christmas. my parents need their space...and i am giving it to them. everyone is catering to someone else. i wish someone would cater to me.

i am glad i am a christian. i am glad that i have a boyfriend who loves me. i am glad i have a sister who gives me unconditional love. i am glad i have parents who expect so much of me. i am happy with the meal i prepared. it was fun. i don't have any regrets so i'll stop moping on Jesus' birthday.