polite or real

2009 is already setting itself up to be a year of big changes. not just for our country and our world...but for the individual. hapiness is no fleeting, whimsical rhetoric that is only reserved for the lucky and the skinny. it's for me. it's for my family. it's for the hesitant and the reluctant. it's for those settled and those in pain. sometimes those groups of people are the same people.

i am an anticipate of what reality is and what it will bring. reality is unknown and far away. it is like a mountain i've seen in photographs...a rainbow i've only seen on tv. but is in a world that is able to be reached. and i'm searching for it. i am ready to dig into the rugged terrains of my fears, my hopes, my secrets in order to do something that could change my whole life.

i want to remove the word polite from my category. i want to be tactful and real.