feeling discouraged...

I've applied for more than 100 jobs this summer, with no interviews. I've watched people less qualified than me get jobs that I wanted. I've had friends disappear over silly shit. I've been in an office for almost eight hours, in the silence with nothing to do...for three years. I haven't spoken more than 10 words since getting to work.

I've had people gassing me up all year about their ideas and plans and shit. I'm just not in it today, sorry...