Doing What My Horoscope Says, Part One

Today's Cancer Horoscope: Mar 18, 2008
It is never very agreeable to have to question oneself, dear Cancer. But this is the main objective of the current celestial aspect. You will soon find yourself launched
you into new adventures. So take advantage of the energy generated by this
planetary configuration to look into yourself and find the source of some of
your failures. This is not an easy exercise, to be sure, but it will do you some
good. Just don't lie to yourself.

Looking into myself to find the source of my failures. Yeesh. Today, what I seem to be most dissatisfied with is my insatiable hunger for money and things. I've created a web of needy little companies who keep eating and eating at my money. So, in return, I do stupid things to get more money, which leads me to unhappiness and/or more debt.

When it comes to money, I feel like a failure, because it controls me and I don't control it. I can't afford to explore and be creative. I make hasty, unplanned decisions. Luckily, I don't have kids and other dependents, because they'd have nothing to eat. I have no respet for money, and it's importance. I haven't been careful with the blessings that I've been given. Not just as a young woman, with a degree, no kids, a house and a "good" job. But as a part of one of the wealthiest division of the black diaspora.

I have a responsibility to tithe, to donate, to help others, to create and to build wealth for future generations. As I ask God to decrease my needs and wants, and take away those things I don't need and create unnecessary burdens, I also ask Him to forgive me for not respecting the wealth that I have been given.